So the post arrived. My nursing exam, well I scraped through, and boy oh boy do I mean scraped. Walking into that exam hall my mind was focussing on the rape, I was unable to switch it off at all. My mind was intent on torturing me and it seemed physically impossible to concentrate on anything, least of all the pathophysiology of hypovolemia.
What happened to me has had a real significant effect on my life, but am I being weak by allowing it to continue? Probably, yes. Is it easy to stop? Actually I would say right now it seems nigh on impossible.