I am so angry this evening. I have been sitting outside in floods of tears, I don’t know what brought it on. No one in my family gets it, they don’t act like they are even bothered anymore. None of them like me I know that much.
I speak and certain people immediately talk over me or roll their eyes, loud sighs etc.
But understand this. How fucking much it hurts to have been raped and kept it to yourself because you honestly felt like you couldn’t speak about it, because it seeems like no one gives a fuck.
I am so completely fucking isolated, and I’m so clearly losing. I can’t take it, I hate me and everything about me.
I just want to feel better. I want my mind back.